The depth within my eyes

As time slips through my fingers I realize that my life is fading into nothingness. All I have done and all that I will do just fades away as I reach out toward the heavens. No one see's me. . no one hears my sorrowful weeps as I drift alone in the darkness that is my heart. The Lord knows my pain and holds me in His arms. For once I am noticed. For once I am heard. People do not hear my cries, but the Lord knows all, and with him my darkness fades into light. The Lord is with me. He is my strength when I am weak. He is the treasure that I keep. He is my all in all. Some say that the Lord does not exist. To them I ask, how do you know? Of course they wouldn't know just for the fact that they have not given themselves to the Lord. They wouldn't feel his presence because they don't want to. Who made you? Who put you on this Earth? Who put everything on this Earth just for you? The Lord. He has given me everything I have, and he can take it away just as easily as he allowed me to have it.

Another day passes by while the rest of the world stands still. At least that's how it seems. or perhaps it's the other way around. Sometimes we never notice the World around us because we never slow down. We are always rushing to do absolutely nothing all the time thinking that what we are in a hurry to do is actually important. Go figure. Life's too short. Spend time doing the things that need to be done. Do the things the Lord requests of you. It isn't hard to do. And for once, stop and smell the coffee. Honestly, one can never be to busy for a Starbuck's run! ! ! LOL :-) Anywho. . I guess no one will ever know why we are in such a hurry to do the little things in life that are so trivial. The Lord has a bigger plan for all of us. Think about it. ;-)

You know, some things in life never really change, but instead rearrange to form something even more disheartening. Trying to improve oneself every second one lives yet still failing to achieve that perfection that one strives for. It's God's way of testing us. Unanswered prayers or wishes helps the Lord to see where we all really stand. I have failed myself, but I have not failed the Lord. I do as he tells me. One must always remember that the Lord cannot be with one in thier sin. He is sinless and that's how all should strive to be. However, this is unrealistic to ask of the world because of our trivial wants and problems. Everything happens for a reason. Instead of crying, try praying. You'll get a lot more accomplished that way.

Today carries on and tomorrow draws closer. Soon it will be today again, and all there will be is the memory of yesterday and the desire for tomorrow once again.
Life's a cycle meant to continue until we fade into nothingness. However, in this darkness there is light for those who's faith carries on. For those who have given their lives to Jesus Christ there will be everlasting life, joy, and Love. For they shall rest in the Kingdom of Heaven.

hmmm. It's interesting how things can turn around so quickly! One minute you're friends with someone, and the next thing you know, that supposed "friendship" has ended. A life moves you foward you begin to realize who your "friends" are. There are those that stand by you all the way, through thick and thin, through every single screw up. Then you have those that run away at the faintest sign of troubles. You begin to appreciate your true friend much more throughout life. Don't ever take your friends for granted! Having just one best friend is like having a special gift. Cherish it always.